So I just accepted I'm not going to have a relationship or have sex unless I succefully detransition.
So I have the full treatment, from full body depilation, to having my hair set in curlers I'd need more hair than I have but hey this is a fantasy then eyebrows plucked, full make-up , manicure, pedicure even ears pierced maybe then to the special room where I'm fully dressed from skin out as a woman, good firm foundation wear of course.
I didn't know she was homophobic, in fact I didn't even know what homophobia was or what it means to be gay.
You can make a better life for yourself, one step at a time.
What your mother did was extremely wrong.